i'm tired.

I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of drama.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of being angry.
I'm tired of being lonely.
I'm tired of feeling crazy.
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of wishing i could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life i will never have.
I'm tired of feeling unwanted, as if nobody wants me,
nobody cares about me.
I'm tired of trying to be good when i know i can never be.
I'm tired of telling myself that i'm fine when i'm not.
I'm tired, tired of everything.
But most of all, i'm just tired of being tired. :)